Time to figure out my life and move on. There is no time to just sit around and complain about stuff, that doesn't help anything. I just wish I didn't have to choose between two amazing guys, I don't want to have to hurt either one. Every time I think I have made up my mind I change it and am stuck again. I know what I really want but at the same time I want something else to. I really like them both but in totally different ways. I just wish they could understand. They both mean soooo much to me. Like one is so much fun to be around and he really does care and I don't know, I can't really explain it. the other is just always been there for me and he has been the closest to understanding me and ED, he can most of the time make me feel better. Both also have down sides as well. I don't want to make things worse for one guy because I just cause him drama and pain. The other is just unpredictable and I never know when he is telling me the whole story.
Over all I like them both for totally different reasons. I just can't make up my mind.
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