Today was just like the rest of the week has been......horrible. I started out by being lazy the night before and not doing my homework early and then trying to stay up late to do it. Then I barely slept for various reasons; I was trying to do homework, my light in my room was on, and I had a lot on my mind. It didn't help that I had a dream about MB, and it wasn't a bad one, and I kinda liked it. What is wrong with me????? I spent the whole day trying to figure out what is wrong with me. Then I try to blame him and when I try to explain why I'm mad at him I can't because he didn't really do anything.....today. Then to make the day worse Cody was being a complete jerk. Don't really want to explain it. Then I had to act as taxi for my brother and his friend. Then I had to race home change grab something to eat and run right back out to talk to another guy that annoys the crap out of me. Then my savior came and got rid of him. This was the best part of my day. I stopped thinking about all the crap from today and just enjoyed the time I spent with him. I was sad when it was over but I was getting soooo tired and wanted to try to get some sleep. Then right before I lay down K shows up at my house. After he leaves I have to go play taxi again. Now I'm back at home for the night and I am exhausted. I still have homework to do but I am debating weather or not I want to even attempt to do it.
The whole day today I was just feeling numb to everyone and everything, except the creek. I just don't want to have to talk or think about all that is going on right now. I don't know I'm hoping I feel this way because I am so tired.
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