No one understands.
And I can't make them.
Their comments don't help,
are they laughing at me?

rough water

Well....
its been a while....
not enough time to write a whole lot but life is rough.
School is making me feel like crap. I don't know if i can do this.
I'm so scared of disappointing RA and my family. And I'm tired of doing that.
But I feel like all I do now is struggle without getting anywhere and it is really starting to wear me down.

Losing....
my will power....