Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Bipolar Day

Well it was one hell of a bipolar day today. For many reasons. First I got up late and barely made it to school on time. MB saw my wrist and that started him for the rest of the day. Then I almost started crying in front of a teacher, I just had to explain to her way I was so behind on my work. I felt like I was making up excuses. Then I had to dry up before I got to second. Then he saw my wrist for the second time and freaked out. I don't see what the big deal is, I'm fine and it's over and done with. Then I thought he was mad at me again. Third was ok, I brought my grade up some and I found out some stuff from MB, not like its anything new to me though. Then I got to see him again, I wish I could just be serious with him and not laugh whenever something is wrong. Then he got mad at me again and I tried to sleep in fourth but it didn't work well, to much talking. Then after school I screwed up yet again. I also had to drive all the way out to ashland city again. I just wanted to keep driving down the interstate and never come back. When I got home I had a sandwhich and two pieces of cake, ugh ugh ugh!! ruined the day. The best part was getting to see him :) He was so mad at me and I just wanted to fix it. I don't know what those two are planning but they need to stop. I think they both have their own motives. She wants him back and he wants me back. If that doesn't happen then they will end up with each other. Anyway, he is Awesome!! I still feel like he is still a little confused about what to believe but I don't blame him. And I didn't laugh at you!! And, I'm going to kidnap Chip!! I've got a plan.
Now I'm at my dad's and he is drunk and is being really annoying again. I'm so close to just going off at him right now.....
After I get done with this I'm going to go to my room and stay there and not eat anymore and stay away from him. I guess it will be a night of music and RA. At least this time I have someone to talk to this time.
Over all today turned out good. Thank you RA!!!! Just give me some time....

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