Why won't he believe me? Why does he continually put himself down? Why did he do what he did? I kinda feel like I don't know who he is anymore. I know exactly how he feels, the want for the anger, the disappointment in yourself, the frustration, the lose to just go away. I've just never taken action on the thoughts that I had, but he did. I guess I no longer have to keep my side of the bargain. Now I'm scared I'll do something again and he will try his little trick again, but it may not turn out as good.
I spent a good part of my day worrying about him. I feel like no matter what I tell him he won't believe me and will continually think he did something wrong when it was no where near as bad as he is making it sound like it is. I'm starting to think he was better off before I was in his life.
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