Well nonstop day today. 1st I got up late for school. Then we had the senior picnic which was so much fun!! The dodge ball tournament was so fun and then just waiting in line for an hour for food and then playing cards with a bunch of friends. It was one of the best days. Then I had to take a car load of rugby players to practice. I had 4 in the backseat and 2 in the passenger seat. So when I turned in to the park some pipe on the bottom of my car scratched against the pavement. but I don't even know what it was and I hope its not important cause I'm not gonna try to look at it anymore. Then I had work from 3 till 6. It wasn't that bad today, probably because I kinda know what I'm doing now. Then I rushed to the baseball game and made it for the last 10 minutes of it. Then I went home and exercised for 30 minutes (I know, not a lot, but you gotta start somewhere). Then I had to go back out for an errand. Finally I got home for the night and I was gonna do more running but I was too tired and just got in the shower. I know I will regret it later, a lot. Now its 9:30 and I'm laying in bed and relaxing kinda. I've still got a lot on my mind: prom, work, ED, guys, family (dad), and school in general. In a way I'm glad I'm so busy because I don't think about things as much or I don't have time to anymore.
So I can't figure those two out. They change from day-to-day. I never know what to expect from them. First it was she didn't want me to have anything to do with him and he didn't want to have anything to do with her. Then out of nowhere they are cool again and I'm so confused. Now she wants to help fix things between me and him?????? He also gets mad so easily, like I was at work on my first day and he basically gets mad at me cause I couldn't talk to him?? I just can't keep up with these two. I don't know anymore.
Prom well, it's stupid and I hate it!!!!
So my dad is getting a heart cath tomorrow "just in case". He said he was having epigastric pain and sweating badly. I swear I worry more and more about him everyday. It would also help if he would stop smoking and drinking, I don't know, its not like I'm a doctor or anything, just doesn't take much brains to figure that out.
Ok I could go on and on but I'm not gonna. I hope things start to make sense again at some point.
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