Today was horrible. I am so ready to come home!! I just want to be alone for a while, I am always with someone while I'm here. I also thought that with all the walking and healthy eating I might lose weight or not at least not gain weight but it didn't turn out like that. I feel soooooo bad right now. I am just fighting to keep the tears away. I should be having the time of my life right now but I definitely did not today. I feel like a fat pig and I am one of the rare fattsos that are here in London. They are all so pretty, thin, and confident. I just wish I could be like them so much. Instead I am this fat, lazy, pig.
All I want right now is to go home and be by myself and cry cry cry. Or at least get to see him finally, I just want someone to talk to that semi understands. Well I guess I got to go now, I don't want say what I am thinking right now.
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