It was a very very long day. I was sick most of the day and had a HUGE headache. I felt like my head was about to explode. All I wanted to do all day was sleep which I finally did in Fourth and it made me feel a little better. After school was just a mess of stuff. I had to drive all the way out to independence high school, then all the way back, then go to target, then consumer depot, then finally home. Then the best part of my day, I got to see him!!! I just wish I hadn't been so tired, all I wanted to do was lean on him and sleep. Let me just say this, HD was crazy to let him go!!
Whats weird is that today I don't feel bad for eating as much as I did. I'm sitting here telling myself that I should be mad but I just can't get myself to do it. I do still feel bad but not nearly as much as I normally do. I don't know, maybe it's because I'm going to London and figure I'll just burn it all off tomorrow. I feel like the harder I try the more weight I gain, wtf??? I swear I am though. My mom saw my wrist tonight and I felt horrible lying to her, but I couldn't let her down again.
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