sorry

RA I don't know how to express how sorry I am and how much I love you. I know I screwed up big time and that it will take a long time to fix it. I don't know what I would do without you. I'm sorry and I'll never lie again. I know, I know, you don't even believe me when I say that. If you don't believe anything else I say, at least believe this, that I love you more than you know and that I will never lie to you again.