Is it possible for your heart to really,physically break??? Cause that's kinda how mine feels like right now. I feel like I have divided it up and given it to certain people and they just don't care or don't even realize it. MB took a hunk of it and just threw it on the ground and stomped on it, RA has part of it but doesn't realize it. He thinks he means so little to me. If he didn't mean anything, if I didn't care, would I have told him everything about me, would I have come to him crying my eyes out? It's like the chunk of my heart that he has he takes for granted.
I wish I knew who to believe. I wish I could trust my closest friends. I wish I could just run away.
I just wish I could better explain how I feel and what I'm thinking right now.
I have never felt so hurt in my life and it sucks!!
I feel hurt and betrayed by most of my friends (MB, RA, HD, JK).
Is it bad that I'm to tired and uncaring right now that I can't even cry? Cause that's all I want to do right now but all I can do is stare into my darkened room, hoping sleep will eventually come.