Hmmmm, looooonnnng day. So much going on, its crazy and tomorrow will be worse. It was a pretty good day, would've been better if I hadn't had the snack before I laid down for the night. Now I'm laying here and all I can think about is how fat I am, ugh! Oh well.
Right now all I want is to be curled up with RA and sleeping. It's gonna be a long weekend without him. Sometimes when he questions me though it hurts, and it kinda makes me question myself. I guess I just have to earn his trust back, or earn it for the first time.
Wow, I didn't think it would hurt this much. I really did screw up. Dang
I don't even know how to express what I'm feeling right now. Like it almost physically hurts, to know that he doesn't believe anything I say.
I guess I asked for it.....
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