Quick turn Around

Well today has taken a complete 180, thanks to a certain someone :) So the day didn't start out as one of my best. I was feeling very low about myself when I looked in the mirror this morning. School was ok....... until 3rd block. He just had to ruin the day. He blames everything on me and never understands whatever I try to tell him. According to him I'm just "dropping" him for someone else. Well he can't seem to understand why I would do that, ummm you lie and cheat and make me feel horrible. Then I couldn't even get him to leave me alone. He followed me everywhere I went. I wasn't sure what he was going to do next, it's not like I can overpower him. Now all he does is make me feel horrible about it well, you know what?? I DONT CARE!!! I have some other friends that will treat me so much better. so goodbye :)

Then I got to see the awesomest guy after school. Even though it wasn't for long, I enjoyed it. I'm gonna try to be the best I can be for him, if it be as friends or more. He deserves that. I just got to work on a few things; like weight and the "thoughts" I have rarely. I feel like I can be myself around him :) I'm so glad I got to know him, no matter how short the time. Hopefully once I go to college we won't stop being friends, I would be lost all over again. I just want him to know that: I will never hurt him on purpose, never.
"This much I know is true, that God blessed the broken road, that lead me straight to you"
                             ~Rascal Flatts
"I know it ain't easy, so find your place, come and find me, I'm a stones throw away"
                            ~Gavin Thorpe

I also left for West TN this afternoon, my favorite place to go. I get to see my grandmother finally. I also get to ride the 4-wheeler and see my dog Lucy. I just love the peace and relative quite out here, no cars flying by, I can hear the birds, train going down the track, the wind through the trees, I can hear myself think, and I can just enjoy my surroundings with out seeing a car around. I just wish I had brought my camera, oh well just means more time for me to enjoy nature :)