Well, this auoght to be interesting. Hopefully I will get some alone time, it's a necessity for me. I wonder what this day will bring. Joy,excitment,wonder,laughter,pain,sadness,or frustration? How can I enjoy this trip,if all I think about is him,my grandmother,and ED? Will childish people start crap at school? Will I be the talk of the school again,and what would they say? I can't believe her, she is such a hoe,she deserves this. Will I make another enemy?All of this might go on without me even being there.But will I also make new friends.
I hope I'm not going hungary for no reason.But I'm not scared,I've done it before. In the end it will all be worth it, in the end.
I'm tired of these sleepless nights. All I do is think of him. Is he telling the truth about me or does he just like me for looks. I know he doesn't but after all these other high school boys I'm always scared, to be lied to, hurt,cheated on,and seen as only a hot girl.I think of it as bittersweet.
But as I was saying, he seems like someone I made up. I can't wait to find out more about him.
I'm just scared that I will be given this just for it to be taken away.
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