This definitly didn't go as hope.This was horrible,alone time is my enemy.I start to think. I see the real me. The mean careless fat horrible unreliable me. I feel completly worthless. I can't ever do as I plan. It frustrates me to no end. Do you know what it feels like to feel like you are powerless with no control over yourself. I feel so uncomfortable around others, like I should hide my body from everyone. It's a constant nagging in my mind, your fat, lose weight, don't think about food,you can do it.
But I appericate all the reasurance from other people that I'm perfect the way I am. I just wish I could believe them.
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