Today started out good, then went down from there. I'm tired, more of mentally then physically. I never thought I would hate reading but that is coming true right about now. This is really getting to me, but I'm not surprised, I knew I wouldn't do good. It was just a matter of when I would start going down.  Which reminds me that I need to take my medicine, ugh. Hopefully it won't make me sick again. Or maybe that would be a good thing and I would actually throw up all this food.
I don't think that I'm going to try to do anymore reading for today, I have everything done for my morning classes. Thats all that matters now. I can do the rest on my 3 hour break. Then after that class I have to write another paper and I am going to do it before 8:00pm.
My workout today was killer, I am so out of shape but its so hard to find the time and energy to do it everyday.
So I just took a shower and I feel even worse. My stomach is being fickle and I just plain feel ugh. I just can't seem to be happy and I kinda feel a headache coming on :(
I wish she would just leave me alone for a few mins, I really just need some quite right now, I feel like I can't think with all the chatting she is doing. There is only so much I can take. But at the same time I like her and I would prefer to have her over most anyone else.
Ok, I really miss him. Esp. right now, I want his arms around me and for him just to be next to me, maybe then I wouldn't feel so bad right now. Ok, gotta go bout to start crying, not good, she is still in here.