I do everything in my power to show him that I don't have feelings for Matt anymore. And I thought that my messages on FB would prove that, guess not, they did the opposite. I wasn't on FB last night, I got on for a sec cause jessika commented on my status and I was looking at that, then I got off and got on craigslist for like 5 mins and then feel asleep.
Guess I screwed up again and it feels like there isn't any fixing it now. Cause now I know he doesn't believe and trust me and never will, no matter what I do. I have never been so happy in my life as I have been this last summer. But as always I have to go and screw it up. I love him with all my heart and soul, I can't even express how much I love him, but it will never be good enough.
I love you RA, sooooo much. If you don't want me anymore ok, I sorta understand. I don't want anyone but you.
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