Well where to begin? and what to say?
first off, im not the happiest about college so far. to much happiness and talking for me. i need my alone time please. so im skipping most off the planned stuff for welcome week. its prob part of what has kept me sane these past few days. it has been way harder then i thought it would be to be so far from him.
so now he thinks that I dont want him anymore or something, idk. but its killing me to  see this happening. I dont want to lose him for anything. i just wish he could see that but I cant seem to get him to believe that.
i just, idk, its hard right now. im lost really, i cant seem to do anything right or say anything right, nothing helps. Im not gonna cheat or leave him, just wish he could get that.
RA you're my world and please don't let go.