I am so worthless. I have lost myself and I can't do anything but sit around and mope and cry. I want to be skinny so bad but I can't make myself do anything about it. And I can't blame anyone for it. Its all my fault. I did this to myself. I gotta stop taking it out on other people. I feel like I'll never be happy again. I know the possible solutions but I'm so damn weak that I can't make myself do it. Even when someone tells me its ok to do it, I still can't. I'm a monster, who doesn't care about anything but herself.
I lie to myself and to everyone else. I don't know whats wrong with me.
anybody got any ideas??????
Maybe I am as bad as people say I am.......
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