Well I don't know what to say. I'm trying to stay positive and keep things to myself but its hard. I'm tired of writing about all the bad stuff, its just the only time that I want to write.
So I'm offically not the real me anymore. I now realize that now. The pieces have finally fell into place, I can see what I have become. I blame it all on ED.
I'm now mean, a player, a bitch, a liar, a fatty, fake, lazy, and stupid. I've lost everything. or at least it feels like it.
On top of that, my brother continues to outshine me in everything. I feel like I'm useless now.
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right. and it sucks, I feel powerless. but whats new.
Oh no, tears, better go......
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