Is it bad that I don't want to come home. I go out and I just don't want to have to come back home. Sometimes I just wish I had my own place and just lived alone. I kinda feel like I don't belong here anymore. My mom and brother are always together doing stuff, and when I am with them I always feel left out. Like at church today, I was sitting in between my mom and brother, I got up to go to the bathroom and came back to find that my brother had taken my spot. Once again I was separated from them. I kinda feel really alone whenever I'm home. I mean I could go out there with them, but it is just weird for me, its hard to explain, I just feel like I can't talk to them.
My dad isn't doing good either. I am so worried about him all the time now. He doesn't know when to stop. My heart pounds every time I see the grimace in his face. Seeing the bruises, scraps, and swelling just makes me want to cry.
The only time that I feel ok or good is when I'm with him. He makes me feel like I belong somewhere.
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