“I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.”      roy croft

“Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”     

Robert Heinlein

“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.

 

“Me? I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw, I’m scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with you.”
—Baby (Jennifer Grey) to Johnny (Patrick Swayze).


Well, Im confused on how I feel right now. I freaking bipolar! Bad thoughts bad thoughts bad thoughts bad thoughts. ugh but im not gonna do anything. but why, oh why am I thinking even worse thoughts then normal. not good not good not good. UGH!!!!
Then the weather is extremely nice down here but he isn't here so that cancels that out.
I miss him soooooo much, it sucks.
then im f*&$ing fat and a pig. ugh, im getting a headache with all this thinking.
I want to be with him so bad.
well, Im gonna go.