well this day was crap. after work it just went downhill. I was so hungry when I got to RAs that I ate waaaaaay to much.  I also asked him why I always went to his house and he never came to mine, his excuse was he didn't want to leave his dog.......
that didn't help any. I mean I love him he just has some bad attributes. then as I was leaving his house, i was just messing around with him and was hitting his back, not too hard (or I didn't think it was) but it hurt him apparently and he smacked my back a few times. I felt like I had been whipped it hurt so bad, so I just left without a kiss or anything.

I don't enjoy pinterest anymore b/c of all the skinny tan girls everywhere on it.

Like i really hate myself right now, I feel like I can't do anything right, at least not right now.

I know im probably being over dramatic but thats just the way I feel and nothing helps me feel any better.

well bedtime for me, gotta go to work again in the morning, hopefully it will be a better day.