wow, its been a while since I have been on. A lot has happened. both good and bad, but more good. I have an amazing new boyfriend, who I wouldn't survive without. I think that maybe I have lost some weight and I'm not having as many or as bad of the ups and downs. Its more of the ups and a lot of tiredness ( lots of bad sleep and work). I am soooooo happy right now, or mostly, or happier than I've been in a while. A lot of it is due to RA. As long as I am talking to him or with him, I forget most of the bad and I have a great time. He thinks he loves me more, but I'm not so sure about that. Sometimes all I can think about is beng with him at the end of the day or at least at some point. It gets so bad that I just want to curl up with him and never let go. I wish I could be the beautiful amazing girl that he thinks I am, cause he deserves that.
On to the bad, my dad is getting worse. More so with the drinking, even on vacation with RA there he still did it. He openly drinks in front of us and my grandmother now. Now its to where I get mad and upset with him just because he has been drinking, and its not the way he is acting that does it. Just the fact that he did.
My grandmother is doing better and worse, if that is possible. Her hair has grown back, she is back at her own house, but at the same time I see the pain in her face everyday and she still gets sick some days. It breaks my heart.
I also had to get glasses. Enough said there.
Ummmm, I guess thats the main stuff, so yeah, bye for now.
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